There is no roundabout way to put it, you are clearly not thinking straight. Perhaps some project or endeavour you were hoping to get off the ground did not and now you find yourself extremely suspicious or bitter about the episode. Cards of the Swords suit in Tarot represent mental activity and the logical aspect of us, so when they appear in reverse, especially when TWO of them appear in reverse, it is a sure indicator of your thoughts running away with you, or some sort of misinformation in your sphere. This is also therefore a cautionary message to think twice before you make a decision based on the advice of some sort of expert, or some Air sign person (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) in your life who identifies as male or appears more masculine than not. Generally speaking, you do not have the clarity you need just now to reach any sort of conclusion with a project or person or situation. If meditation is not your thing, I would recommend brain-teasing puzzles for you to sharpen your mind with. You might also be under the influence of an information overload or excessive use of communication technology — this is a good time to unplug and stop and smell the roses instead.
Left to right: Foundational issue, April’s message
Generalised tarot readings such as this, written for everyone under one Sun sign, present archetypal energies that may or may not play out for you, depending on your personal context. Therefore, if this message does not apply to you, I recommend checking out one’s Moon sign and Ascendant sign tarotscope as well (because the message you need just might be there or emerge as a combination instead).
To find out your Moon and Ascendant sign (the constellation that appeared on the eastern horizon at the moment you were born), you can visit https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/free-astro-portrait-horoscope-by-date-of-birth