Just a few more laboured breaths, just a few more tears, keep at it, don’t give up, you are on the verge of feeling whole and awesome again. Please do not keep replaying the heartbreaking scripts that only hurt you; don’t keep trying to find out why you had to face a disappointment. Attempts at finding closure from the very people who did not care enough in the first place to communicate openly with you will yield nothing but persistent pain.
There is fresh inspiration and feeling of joy trying to enter your life at this time but its entrance is blocked by the baggage you are carrying. It can’t seem to get your attention because you might be too busy hanging your head down in sorrow. Physically and emotionally this is a time to heal. Meditation or a trip to somewhere close to water will reconnect you with the universal consciousness. Your own voice will bring you a message that will take you to a happier place, to receive it pay attention to the most random, most mundane, seemingly most unimportant or unexpected thought you get. that is your first clue on a treasure hunt of joy that is about to commence!
Ma Megha