Exhaustion, betrayal, loss, or defeat suffered at the hands of the very person/s who once energised, inspired and supported you is the message one gets at first glance from the cards. But look! Number 19 of the Sun adds up to 10 and therefore 1 (1+0), as does the number 10 of the swords card. To me this seems like a journey from one beginning (number 1) to another, albeit with some pain on the way. Look closely at the 10 of Swords card and you also see another Sun rising! What once gave you life, now sucks it out of you. So if it ends in spite of you, welcome the vacuum it will create for new life-giving situations. If a parent, client or boss figure enervates, their rejection or abandonment of you might be a blessing in disguise. It may not be pleasant, but it IS a welcome ending you will come to appreciate in time.
From left-to right (from top to bottom, if viewing on mobile device): The issue, the message.
Since general readings don’t apply to everyone in the exact same way, please take what meaning you can from the general theme implied by these readings, in whichever area of life it plays out for you. Sometimes, your Rising sign or Moon sign reading might apply to you better (Get your Rising sign here: https://cafeastrology.com/whats-my-ascendant-sign.html, and scroll down the page for the Moon sign calculator as well). And if you’d like something more specific, please feel free to email me at yinyouryang@gmail.com
…Until next month! 😀
Ma Megha
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